[ She's not used to having sympathy because of Valentine. It makes her look slightly surprised. ]
The people in charge, they don't trust me. I'm not one of them and when they look at me they see Valentine. It's worse for Jace, he holds himself like him. [ She sighs a little, glancing up at d'Artagnan. ] He convinced a lot of people to join him in this ... I guess you'd call it a cult. And they hurt a lot of people. Shadowhunters died because of him. And my mom, she ran away. She wanted to protect me and let us live normal lives. But he's back. And he ... he did something to her.
[ Glancing away. ] That's actually how the CDC got me in the first place. They said they could help. I didn't know what I was signing up for.
[ That’s what they’d told her. Or implied to her, which is almost worse. They’d made her believe that they could help her mother, and of course, she hadn’t thought of the cost. Neither had d’Artagnan, originally. No one imagines that they’re about to be required to destroy actual planets. That’s insane. What sort of person would that ever occur to?
He closes his eyes. ]
I’m sorry. Maybe they can help. Maybe they will.
What of the ordinary authorities in your world? Doctors, guards. Can’t they help? Are the Shadowhunters so completely separate?
I thought I was saving everyone. [ A small smile. ] Kind of dumb, right?
[ She snorts at his question, shaking her head a little. ] It's kind of like ... the real world, they can't see the one underneath? The Shadowhunters have been around since the Biblical days but unless you have some kind of magic in you, then you can't tell. So no. But I'll figure it out. I know I will.
[ She has to. Otherwise what's the point. ] I'm not going to let him win. Or the CDC. I don't care who I have to punch in the face to stop this.
[ Wanting to stop them, and wanting to hit someone. Take your pick. ]
But you must be careful. What you say, Clary...they're always listening.
[ He doesn't by any means want her to change her mind. He just doesn't want her to give them a reason to hurt her. D'Artagnan gets in trouble for that often enough. ]
[ D’Artagnan sees where she touches and he nods, agreeing. He wouldn’t even understand what she was saying without those earpieces. Not completely. His English is still piecemeal, and he imagines her French is much the same – if she speaks any at all. ]
[ She'd probably insult his mother on accident and considering d'Artagnan's reaction to that it wouldn't work in her favour. ]
Good.
[ She nods firmly like they've just made some kind of pact. Maybe in the teenage world they have. ] Because I swear I will help your friend resurrect you so he can punch you. [ She's never spoken to Athos but he has that vibe about him. ] I'll learn necromancy just so I can.
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The people in charge, they don't trust me. I'm not one of them and when they look at me they see Valentine. It's worse for Jace, he holds himself like him. [ She sighs a little, glancing up at d'Artagnan. ] He convinced a lot of people to join him in this ... I guess you'd call it a cult. And they hurt a lot of people. Shadowhunters died because of him. And my mom, she ran away. She wanted to protect me and let us live normal lives. But he's back. And he ... he did something to her.
[ Glancing away. ] That's actually how the CDC got me in the first place. They said they could help. I didn't know what I was signing up for.
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[ That’s what they’d told her. Or implied to her, which is almost worse. They’d made her believe that they could help her mother, and of course, she hadn’t thought of the cost. Neither had d’Artagnan, originally. No one imagines that they’re about to be required to destroy actual planets. That’s insane. What sort of person would that ever occur to?
He closes his eyes. ]
I’m sorry. Maybe they can help. Maybe they will.
What of the ordinary authorities in your world? Doctors, guards. Can’t they help? Are the Shadowhunters so completely separate?
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[ She snorts at his question, shaking her head a little. ] It's kind of like ... the real world, they can't see the one underneath? The Shadowhunters have been around since the Biblical days but unless you have some kind of magic in you, then you can't tell. So no. But I'll figure it out. I know I will.
[ She has to. Otherwise what's the point. ] I'm not going to let him win. Or the CDC. I don't care who I have to punch in the face to stop this.
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[ Wanting to stop them, and wanting to hit someone. Take your pick. ]
But you must be careful. What you say, Clary...they're always listening.
[ He doesn't by any means want her to change her mind. He just doesn't want her to give them a reason to hurt her. D'Artagnan gets in trouble for that often enough. ]
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Yeah.
[ Without thinking she touches the translator tucked into her ear. It feels like a part of her now. Maybe that's how they win. ] I'll be careful.
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Good. I will, too.
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Good.
[ She nods firmly like they've just made some kind of pact. Maybe in the teenage world they have. ] Because I swear I will help your friend resurrect you so he can punch you. [ She's never spoken to Athos but he has that vibe about him. ] I'll learn necromancy just so I can.
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He'd probably go along with that. Please don't suggest it.
Anyway, I'll be fine. And so will you, if I'm looking after you.
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Look, it's just incentive for you to keep out of trouble. I think I'm doing a public service here.